Books That Have Shaped Me – Part Eleven
Robert V. Rakestraw
June 2, 2012
“The Benediction
Project”
13b. The Works of John Wesley,
edited by Thomas Jackson, 14 vols. 3rd ed. (Reprint of 1829-31
edition), Baker, 1979. [All of Wesley’s writings, esp. “The Scripture Way of
Salvation” in vol. 6, pp. 43-54.]
This posting is the second of a
two-part discussion on “The Second Greatest Truth.” If you read the preceding
posting (part one), this piece will be more clear and helpful.
In part one I began to write
about the issue of sin in my life after I experienced the new birth at the age
of 19. Before that life-changing conversion I thought of sin only as something
that would send me to hell. Since I became a child of God through faith in
Jesus Christ, I thought quite differently. While I still saw sin, and sins, as
leading to eternal separation from God if not forgiven, I came to see it not
only as a damning power but also as something that grieved and dishonored God,
hurt other people, broke my communion with God and hindered my spiritual growth
and usefulness in this world.
As a new believer and follower of
Jesus, I didn’t want sin in my life and I desired to live consistently above
it. In part one I related my frustration as I tried to find some truth or “key”
that would unlock the (to me) tightly barred gate to God’s victory garden.
A major breakthrough for me came
when I was reading one of John Wesley’s sermons, “The Scripture Way of
Salvation.” For the previous year or so I had been reading Wesley’s numerous
writings: his letters, journals, essays, sermons and edited works by others
that he highly valued. I had come to appreciate Wesley greatly, and now I was
reading some of his sermons for a course on Wesley I was taking from Dr. Thomas
Oden at Drew University in Madison, New Jersey, where I was a doctoral student.
(I later did my Ph.D. dissertation on Wesley.)
Concerning “The Scripture Way of
Salvation,” Albert Outler, one of the premier Wesley scholars of the last
century, said, “If the Wesleyan Theology had to be judged by a single essay,
this one would do as well as any and better than most” (John Wesley, ed. Albert C. Outler, Oxford University Press, 1964,
p. 271).
Wesley’s sermon is based—very
appropriately—on “You are saved through faith.” By the words “saved” and
“salvation” he includes not only our initial coming to Christ for forgiveness
and pardon (justification) but also our being set apart to be conformed to the
image of Christ (sanctification). Both are accomplished by God’s free grace (his
favor and power) as we receive them by faith (God’s work of opening our eyes
and enlightening us to the truth, and giving us the trust, belief, conviction
and assurance that he will do what he has promised in his word as we call upon
him like little children).
John Wesley thought much and
wrote much about the issue of sin in those who are justified. Even though new
followers of Christ are regenerated and inwardly renewed by the power of God,
they come, before long, to realize that not all sin is gone from their lives.
They now feel two principles in themselves, plainly contrary to each other:
“the flesh lusting against the Spirit”—nature opposing the grace of God. If they are true
Christians, however, they seek to overcome sin in their lives by worshipping
God in spirit and in truth, taking up their cross daily, and denying themselves
every pleasure that does not lead them to God.
Wesley’s following remarks are
pivotal. “It is thus that we wait for entire sanctification; for a full
salvation from all our sins—from pride, self-will, anger, unbelief; or, as the Apostle
expresses it, ‘go on to perfection’. But what is perfection? The word has
various senses: Here it means perfect love. It is love excluding sin; love
filling the heart, taking up the whole capacity of the soul. It is love
‘rejoicing evermore, praying without ceasing, in everything giving thanks’.”
John Wesley never used the term
“sinless perfection.” He did use “Christian perfection” at times, but even more
used such terms as full salvation, circumcision of the heart, entire
sanctification and—his favorite—perfect love. While God’s people wait for full
salvation by serving him with works of piety and works of mercy, they also need
to receive from him “a conviction of our helplessness, of our utter inability
to think one good thought, or to form one good desire; and much more to speak
one word aright, or to perform one good action, but through his free almighty
grace, first preventing (preceding) us, and then accompanying us every moment.”
Wesley then explains the faith
that is necessary for receiving the gift of perfect love. “It is a divine
evidence and conviction, First, that God hath promised it in the Holy
Scripture. Till we are thoroughly satisfied of this, there is no moving one
step further…. It is a divine evidence and conviction, Secondly, that what God
hath promised he is able to perform…. It is, Thirdly, a divine evidence and
conviction that he is able and willing to do it now. And why not?... He cannot
want more time to accomplish whatever is his will.”
Wesley continues: “To this
confidence … there needs to be added one more thing—a divine evidence and
conviction that he doeth it. In that hour it is done: God says to the inmost
soul, ‘According to thy faith be it unto thee!’ Then the soul is pure from
every spot of sin; it is clean ‘from all unrighteousness.’ The believer then
experiences the deep meaning of those solemn words, ‘If we walk in the light as
He is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus
Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin’.”
Wesley then urges his listeners
and his readers to ask God for this gift. “You shall not be disappointed of
your hope: It will come, and will not tarry. Look for it then every day, every
hour, every moment! Why not this hour, this moment? … If you seek it by faith,
you may expect it as you are; and if
as you are, then expect it now. It is
of importance to observe, that there is an inseparable connexion between these
three points—expect it by faith,
expect it as you are, and expect it now! … Stay (hold back) for nothing: Why
should you? Christ is ready; and He is all you want. He is waiting for you: He
is at the door!”
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As
I read these words, I realized that this was the truth I had been missing for
my twenty years as a child of God. I knew God commanded his children to be
filled with his perfect love (Matt. 5:48; 22:37-40; 1 Cor.10:13; 2 Cor. 7:1; 1
Thess. 3:12-13; 5:16-24; 1 Jn. 3:3-6; 4:16-18; 5:18), but I had never heard
that this full salvation was actually possible in my life right then, by faith,
apart from works and self-effort. In fact, I had been taught (directly or
indirectly) that these scriptures referred to an ideal toward which we should
strive but never expect to live completely. This teaching discouraged me, and
even, at times, gave me license to sin. I wondered: why would God command us to
live a certain way yet not enable us to live that way?
As I pondered these solemn yet exciting and liberating words of John
Wesley, I knew I was at a crisis point in my life, just as I was when I was
born into God’s family 20 years earlier. God was stirring me deeply, and I
received Wesley’s words as though God were speaking them to me. I knew the time
had come. I cried out to God silently and asked him for the full salvation I
had come to see as God’s will for his children in this life. I came poor and
needy, thirsty and desperate, expecting his blessing by faith (trust) alone,
just as I was and at that moment.
Just as when God brought me to initial salvation many years ago, I
believed at that moment that the work had been done. I felt no tingling, heard
no bells nor angels singing, but simply rested and rejoiced with gratitude and
astonishment that God had begun a new work in me. I knew I had much to learn
(and still do) about this new understanding of the spiritual life. But I also
knew that God had graciously worked in me—in my head and in my heart—The Second
Greatest Truth.
I am aware how sensitive—and perhaps confusing, and even boastful—my
words may seem. I know how Wesley’s view is not only greatly misunderstood but
sometimes ridiculed. I will therefore close with three thoughts that may be
helpful.
First, I have not lived a sinless life since that momentous day in 1982.
I sometimes violate God’s word, and when I do, I repent by confessing the sin
to God and anyone I may have hurt. God graciously forgives me and I move on,
trusting God’s perfect love to flow through me again. Wesley never taught that a believer who has
had an experience (or crisis) of entire sanctification (or “second blessing”)
is thereafter guaranteed never to fall. Furthermore, any sin in such a believer
of which he or she is unaware (since no one is perfected in love in an absolute
sense) is continually being washed away by the blood of Christ (I John
1:5-2:6).
Second, I have never been the same since that wonderful experience.
Before, when I arose in the morning I never expected to live that day fully
pleasing to God. Now I start the day with (among other important thoughts) the
very encouraging awareness that, unless I am convicted otherwise, I am living
for the glory of God. Holiness and happiness are blended closely together as I
“pray without ceasing” throughout the day, and as I look to (and expect) God’s
Spirit to produce his delightful fruit in and through me (Gal. 5:22-23). To God
alone be the glory!
Third, my purpose in these two postings is not to advocate for Wesley’s
views or anyone else’s views. I am simply telling my story. It is one among
millions of stories that could be told by God’s people, many of them probably
quite different from mine. One common denominator in all of them, however, is
that our growth in holiness is a process—a lifelong process. If there are
crisis experiences after the new birth for some Christians, they are never
once-for-all. We must continue, until the day we see Christ, living closely to
God and making progress continually in love for our God and our neighbors.
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I recognize that this is a long
piece, and if you are still with me I rejoice in your seriousness about holy
living and serving. Of the 100 or so postings I have published during the
five-year span of this blog, the previous article and this one are, in my view,
the two most important I have sent out. And the most difficult to write. I’d
love to read and publish your comments!
6 comments:
Bob,
Thank you for this post. Over the years I have always looked to the life you and Judy live as an incredibly compassionate example of God's love and grace. Thank you for sharing your story and your struggle . In the almost twenty years since my initial new birth I have found that my life of faith seems to most often be a struggle. My hope is that the struggle will eventually fade and the knowledge I have will become the life I live. Blessings to you and Judy! Nicole
I appreciate this post Bob. It is something for me to chew on for a while to come. The "how" of becoming more and more like Christ has been something that has long escaped me, but I feel as though I am beginning to have a better understanding of it lately.
It is so enlightening, Bob, to read about your journey. Sometimes I wish I had half the wisdom that you do, but I realize, as you say, that we each have our own stories about our walk with Christ. Your posts help me to remember that Christ is the center of it all.
Thanks so much.
Anna
Thank you, Nicole, for staying in touch, and for your very kind words. Your awareness of the struggle and your longing for something more are good things going on in your life. Every child of God struggles in some ways, and, as you know, the problem is not the trial in itself but how we react to it. Please give my best to Will. I admire the two of you in your parenting approach. Bob
Hi Amy, I am optimistic about what you just wrote. Anytime a believer asks frequently about the "how" I know God is working in that person's mind and heart and will, and will lead him or her higher.
I am sorry I didn't get to see you or Dan during your time here, but I did see your delightful family at Pastor Bruce's open house.
May our dear Lord be with you always. Bob
Hello Anna, How good to hear from you. It encourages me to know that you strive to keep Christ at the center of your story. It has been ages since Judy and I have seen you. May God fill you with his love and contentment always. Bob
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